happy

that is one oxford that i seldom see.
in 2 months or shorter,its so gonna be selling at trendyzone.
nak bet?

one more week to my big dayyyy
from parents,i want a digital camera
HAHAHA!
ok tak

i need that pastel sperry boatshoe so much.
god.
doesnt help that gaji stotet let.(camne nak spell)

ok dah
will blog about last sunday soonage

gypsy

date with dear hadi on saturday cum 'buy materials day'
cum gaji day
wee
went to eat at ramen ten
finally i found something i liked
we rmb the last time we came and we swore we would never eat there again.
moral of the story,takmo ye ye orh.
comfirm tuhan tunjukkan other wise
HAHAHA
k tak klaka.

oh yes.
tht moral also brought me to something i vowed years ago
which is never to shave my legs.
haizzz.
this is why u must believe in God.

ok enuf crap.
time for more ranting.
remember a few months ago when i ranted tht im skinny
well get ready for this.
so ive been damn skinny kudut maciam anorexic boleh lagi terok pun
and then i became 'ugly and sick with sickness without make-up'
now im flat-chested
yes.
you read it right

its not that i suddenly become flatchested or wht
tu dah merepek lah kan.
eee
but more and more guys are commenting about a girls body and it makes me pissed.
dah la my cousin hafiz call me papan.
i bet my brother pun.
blaaa.

it sucks when ur family members call u tht because u know tht they actually check u out.
thats freaky.
ok takpe
ade something to share ni

in school,saw hafiz with his friend
got to know

hafiz friend: itu sedare kau eh?flat eh die...

blaaaaa.
eeee,kasi chilli nak?
tenyeh2 kat mulut nak?
ibu ayah ajar ape?
dun go for body,go for hati!
ok world gile
ok dabes.
nights earth

i bleed easily

awake since 9
and now its 2.11
i should really start doing my work

people keep telling me that i look pale without make up

person:are you sick?
me:no.just tired uh.

and then i realise i wasnt wearing make up.
blah.

and now i realise another thing.
never wear make up with eyeliner on on ur first semester in school
when suddenly u stop putting on eyeliner
ur sick too!

person:so long never see you!y never go trainings?
me:hahahahahha.
person:dont tell me u were sick?
me: ?? no why.
person: ur face.
me: haha

and then i realise i wasnt wearing eyeliner.
yes,sad life.
HAHAHA

makes me feel fake laa.
when i was at bangkok...

papa: asl muke macam sakit
me:tak pakai make up laaaaaaaaa

blah
just ranting
fullstop

time to breathe

meet nurul.
ahh her name reminds me of the nurul tht was being kicked off from SI.
dammit.
i forgot to blog about that.
i hate singapore for doing that.
pffft.

had workshop todayyy.
funnnn.
i miss DNT days.
buffering.
heee.

in the morning,we did some other stuff.
had to go around school taking pictures of thoughtless acts.
we felt like stalkers.
blahs.

im not working until sunday.
as,please dont call me to work.
i cant say no.
hahaha.

make sure u do ur assignments nur arina zulkafly.

give me a reason to smile

went to work just now despite having submission tml
one word
prangai.

oh yah.
not just me prangai.

just now,3 malays went to the shop.
wah siol laa.
tht girl mintak kene sepak nak pegang2 and cium2 her bf in front of me.
woi,beli donut je boleh tak
what you want me to do if u pda in front of me?
beri tepukan gemuruh?
smack ur faceee.

its not what
i felt uncomfortable
and dont know where to look
habis my HOT SMILE turned into muke busuk
HOT SMILE is a term we use at the shop
where 'mystery shopper' may just come and spy on us.
we have to give our HOT SMILE
apape lah eh.
i go with the flow.

please eh
ive been having bad days.
dont make it worse.

submission tml is on puppet animation
am glad tht im almost done with it.
i hope its not crappy work to the lecturers
because i sure put in a whole lot of effort to make the wheel
damn u

whats love?

watched love happens yesterday with mama and papa.
it was okay.

on another note.
i feel like my heart was torn into pieces.
where are you when i need you.

come on get higher

look at how hard your friend is working
haizz,my eyebags tengok tuuu means im working damn hard
HAHAHA ok seeetop it.

im happy because tml is friday
my supposedly loooong weekend starts now
but i have to work :(

did i tell u tht i got promoted into doing toppings of donuts now?
only at northpoint do people who are very lucky,
get to taste my donuts
HAHAHAHA
ok korang dah geli
sorrry ehhh,pakai gloves ok.

i hate northpoint because i do opening alone and donuts alone.
dammit
y does this happen to me
great,the icing on the cake

homework:
-interior drawing.do tracing and tht stupid caterpillar
-puppet animation
-redraw intech
-read ur project briefs bodo!

haizz.
im superr jealous at people who can still look pretty w/o make up
im a mess without make up with my dark rings
eh arin,dah bagus tu ade rings kat muke
cincin berlian tauu
org lain ade ape?
takde!
ok im in denial.
sorry tengah merepek

one time

i feel like shit.
i hate design i hate design i hate design.

on a brighter note,no school on fridays.
but of course,work.
which makes me more left behind on my workload.
eff it.

i miss life in secondary school.
i had syaqq to talk about every single thing.
every single problem.
asal eh poly kene gini?
y cant i just make more closer friends in poly.
instead of the stupid change of class.

but class is ok.
more time more time
arina,please be more hardworking
tahan with designing a little more.
one step at a time girl